18 and Responsibility

Woop woop... I was turned 18 on last March 18. Isn't it beautiful? Age 18 on March 18. Ironically, no one gave me SOMETHING. No, not 'no one' but there was only one person and she's my neighbor. Even I could said "what kind of the present it is?" Bad, I don't know how to wear it til now or maybe I'll never wear, use that thing to everywhere because of my dislike. Sorry, it ain't about to monkey her present at all. For sure, it's not. You can meet me to ask about this but I bet you won't of course or maybe I'll say to you, "what's your business? why are you askin' me about the present?" hahaha, kidding! So mmm, it's too unbelievable that I'm getting older day by day. I also hope it comes with the maturity. God, I can't still trust that I'm 18 now. You know, I had passed the 17 zone which people call it the sweetest moment ever but actually NOT for me. Age 17 was the hardest part of my life. Too many things happened. One of those was my daddy had passed away, maybe I ever told ya about this in some previous posts. And many, I can't tell them all because of the privacy. It just knocked me down deeply. My dad is my HERO. A lot of joyful things came into life when he was still alive. Hmmm, Ok I do not want to keep my sadness for a long time, it's time to be not-a-baby-anymore. We often heard, wise people said that responsibility becomes bigger when we're getting older. I do agree. Become older means you will take a new jobs, tasks, challenges which may more wild, more difficult, more stressed and so on. And we will be considered that we are strong enough, mentally and physically. We must manage our time, energy, money to keep them balance. I feel it now and it's true. The world just goes wild and insane every day. Yes, I feel it. I feel how the old people run their life. Rough. It's rough. Sometimes it blows on my mind, "can I back to my childhood?". It seems hard to get a happy life nowadays. I mean, the real happiness. The only thing I do right now is always pray to Allah swt. for giving me and my family life and I praise for everything I have and I see. Then, I'll try to do anything at the maximum limit. Oh ya, and I pray for my grandma because of her sickness. May Allah heals her as soon as possible. Love you grandma. Lesson today: to keep our responsibility is much much much better than keep your money to buy something for dinner. Hahahaha :P See you everyone! =D

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