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Pengangguran?

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Source: Industrial Personnel Ltd Kalau bukan karena (masih) pengangguran saat ini, mana inget lagi deh saya pernah punya blog kalau kemaren nggak iseng-iseng searching nama sendiri di Google ( narcissism attack! ). Terakhir posting aja 4 tahunan yang lalu, eits dan ini tanggal 18 Januari tepat 6 tahun setelah kepergian Abah saya kepada Sang Pencipta *besok cuss ziarah*. Iya jadi kurang lebih sudah sangat  lama nganggur kalau dihitung semenjak wisuda +/- mau hampir 6 bulan! Iyaaa 6 bulan... 3 bulan lagi lahiran dah. Di saat teman-teman setingkat saya yang lain sudah menjejaki karir pertamanya, saya masih digosipin tetangga karena masih pengangguran! Ha! Welcome to Indonesian neighbourhood! Bila bisa digambarkan hubungan saya dengan tetangga-tetangga disini semacam love-hate relationship . Love ; ketika kami saling bantu sama lain dan bergotong royong (momen paling juara saat alm. Abah saya kena stroke sampai dijemput Sang Pencipta), apalagi kalau sudah urusan mak...

Enjoy those boring things (again)

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Hey hoy hay! uhmmm let me count how long have I left this blog? OK almost 9 month. Thank God I don't make it into a year lol. If any of you are wondering (no one maybe) what I have been doing in past months..... In my previous post I've told ya that I had participated in national selection for entering state college and guess what? It was such a BIG FAILURE ughhhh but it's no more important since I'm officially a student in economic faculty for accounting major in Islamic University of Indonesia , Yogyakarta. That one is a non-state university, but I'm OK with that since this college has so much things to be proud of (including its "A" accreditation). Still, I have succeed to make myself living in other city out of my hometown yippieee.... Now I have passed the semester one and waiting for my final exams results and let's pray I'll get the great points (blessing). People say waiting is 'sucks'. You know what, now I have one month free...

Pessimist

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Here we are... Full time, do nothing but blogging right now. In the end, I thank God for everything. My national exam has been over! Hufffttt spent all time at home. It's too unbelievable that I'm not a school girl anymore (unofficially) and I'll take a step to college (unofficially, too). It's a the beginning of my pessimistic period. How can I do everything when I'm not in my comfort zone. Surely, I ain't the only one who think like that, aha. Go out of town is my prior plan. I've participated in national selection for entering college, and hopefully... I'll be success and wusshhh bye bye home. My mom's temper is getting higher day by day and that's why I decided to take college out of town. Sorry mom, just let your baby girl take this thing by herself. Then, I know my blog isn't that interesting even, I mean maybe it's bad... OK too bad! But it will be wonderful if someone just like my post and then say hi and ironically it's har...

18 and Responsibility

Woop woop... I was turned 18 on last March 18. Isn't it beautiful? Age 18 on March 18. Ironically, no one gave me SOMETHING. No, not 'no one' but there was only one person and she's my neighbor. Even I could said "what kind of the present it is?" Bad, I don't know how to wear it til now or maybe I'll never wear, use that thing to everywhere because of my dislike. Sorry, it ain't about to monkey her present at all. For sure, it's not. You can meet me to ask about this but I bet you won't of course or maybe I'll say to you, "what's your business? why are you askin' me about the present?" hahaha, kidding! So mmm, it's too unbelievable that I'm getting older day by day. I also hope it comes with the maturity. God, I can't still trust that I'm 18 now. You know, I had passed the 17 zone which people call it the sweetest moment ever but actually NOT for me. Age 17 was the hardest part of my life. Too many th...

I Should Stop or Lessen

Few weeks ago, I had followed a seminar in my city. The theme is "The Power of Change" and it was extremely enjoyable and fun. It discussed about SNMPTN or National Selection Entrance Universities. The seminar was made for 12th grader whom will do National Test (UN) on April 2013. My expectation now is I'll pass the UN for incredible passing grades and pass the selection (SNMPTN). For that, I know I must do focus, focus for UN from right now. It's not only about learn or study hard at school or at house. But we must stop and lessen some things that might ruin our process to reach our goals. I should stop or lessen:  1. Stop doing any activities with Facebook , Twitter, Instant Messaging , and others. Except, my Blog and my Polyvore account! 2. Watching TV too often . (Damn I'm watching TV when I type this) 3. Gaming . Not for educational games. 4. Hanging out with friends , only with my mother. 5. No more confusion . (I can't promise) ...

Super Busy

Sorry guys, I guess I won't write in the next few months because of so many jobs, assignments and activities. Thanks for your attention :D

10 Crazy Enough Things I Really Want To Do

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"Don't ever do that!" Who cares? I want it so bad! 1. Travel alone. The times that we really want to have fun by ourself and meet new good people on travelling journey. 2. To tell the boy I love that I still love him since 4 years ago in the right time. I know most of you will say "You're over confident girl! Shame on you" I realize it, but it's better than you don't tell it and getting more hurt. 3. Have a REAL conversation with foreigner. It must be pretty when we talk each other and find out each own problems. IM and social networks aren't allowed! 4. Make a short movie. Movie about anything! I like to watch movies and I do want to make a movie and find people who have the same interest. 5. Join in a demo. One of the way to speak out our mind as the democratic people. Without anarchist of course. 6. Make a fashion company. I don't have any passionate in fashion but I love to see fashionable peo...